Being Honest…

…Per chance to tell the truth.

If I’m being honest, I’m currently only friends with a certain person because I feel I have to be friends with that person.

I have very few “in real life” friends I do things with in person. Many don’t live close to me and our activities are limited to a few times a year. Don’t get me wrong; I value those interactions because my focus is on the person and the time together means a lot.

However, I have a few friends who live near and I try to be a participant in the friendship but … sometimes I just don’t want to.

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The Business Of Dying…

…And all the times we pay the price.

Someone posted something about how you might feel insignificant in the world but listed the ways in which you are not.

But I don’t think it’s true – and this isn’t a plea for people to tell me it’s true – but I don’t think people think of me when…
I really feel it wouldn’t matter if I just didn’t show up.

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Growing Up…

…All over again.

So, I am sure I haven’t mentioned it because well, basically I’ve been avoiding everything in life since that time, but I had a catastrophic event happen in October 2016 – I was standing in a mall in San Antonio, Texas attempting to use an ATM to buy what turned out to be a horrible breakfast. Seriously, even the coffee was bad; but it seems like it was indicative of what was to come.

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